Comments, Beliefs, Agony and Apology

Well, what a week, eh?
"It takes a leap of faith to get things going, it takes a leap of faith, you got show some guts."-Bruce Springsteen, 1992
Look, I owe everyone here, and everyone who visited this site a sane, mature, well read example, not some heated, verbally insultive diatribe, of what and why I decided to do what I did.
First off, I want to say, I am a HUGE Journey fan, both past and present, and I mean that. I brought out this accusation because it bothered me. It saddened me. I love Neal Schon, and I love Jon Cain, BUT.............
Everyone that has been here for a year or more knows I have always respected Steve Perry. the finest male voice in music history, and no, that isn't debatable, and I also have liked Steve Augeri very much. In fact, if one is new here, and is watching this play out, they might want to read with caution, as I was hard, real hard on Perry in the last year. However, I was hard on his character, not his contribution to Journey, perhaps because at 40, I have had the privelidge to have seen him live....wow...
I have had Steve Augers' back ever since 1998, up until 2005. Last year, because I follow Journey closer than any other fan, and am not afraid to speak my mind, I noticed, as everyone else did, Steve Augeri having serios vocal issues. I went to Irvine, CA, opening night. He was awful. I did post a review on Backtalks' review page, saying he was great. He really was that bad though. Not only did i realize this, but Neal did too.....he is the one who said a doctor would be flying in to help out.
O boy, the hard part. I tried, really tried to bury this, but couldn't. After the first 5 or 7 shows, it's clear they had no other choice but to go to tape.....a choice I am sure they didn't want to do....Steve, I am not blaming you personally, well, I am, but read on.
Look, the Journey catalogue is NOT like singing Bryan Adams, Rush, U2 or Springsteen..it is much more difficult to sing, and I respect that. However, could they have been any more stupid? I figured it out in about 2 weeks! Kevin Elson, who is great at what he does, took it too lightly. He should of mixed up the tracks.......Oh no, we are getting into that ugly train ride again, aren't we?
I believe in what I wrote so much, I stand by it, in a legal sense. I would go to court with this info. Again though, I am a HUGE JOURNEY fan as well as a STEVE PERRY fan...there is NO correlation between the two!
To all of you I issue this statement: "I am sorry. Sorry how I conducted this whole thing. I am sorry for insulting, calling names, and chasing others off. I only wanted to give people a choice." I never thought it would end up like this. I never thought people would have the reaction they did. I should have heeded my own advice.
Andrew McNeice. What a super son-of-a-bitch he is. He allowed it, and for that I am grateful. No, this is not another post on the subject. This is me saying to all of you whom I offended, "I am sorry," and also a very "sorry to someone special" you know who you are.
Backtalkers, I understand your anger. I want to say, I LOVE Journey, I really do. I just don't want "my band" ending up like the Monkees or Kiss" or some other has been. THIS is Journey! Act like it. Journey is better than Styx, REO, Boston, Van Halen, right?
Okay, here is the deal; I promised my girl that come Sunday, I would quit this (even though I don't want to), but she is the most important thing in my life, and I respect her more than God knows. My relationship has slipped since i began this crusade, and Journey isn't half to me what she is.
So, in closing, I ask this much. Folks, having worked in the White House, and it doesn't mean anything, I should have done it better, but I apologize on how I went about it. There was a better way.
This doesn't mean I didn't mean 100% of what I charged. I do, still. I just want to say this..............
Andrew Mcneice is the best goddamned guy in the world. He allowed this to happen. I think that speaks volumes about what a great guy Andrew is. And 13, NIG, Liz, ace, NMT, Abitaman, and others...you weren't wrong...I just disagreed with you all, no biggie.
To the people I agreed with, I thank you. I did do my homework, and I stand by what I said. It wasn't like i just threw this out there. I spent hours upon hours!
To the Backtalkers who came over.....I still say you are all blinded by whatever, and no, I do not apologize to any of you. You can all eat my ass. I will NEVER forgive you, any of you.
Pitman, you threatened me and my daughter and accused my Girl of doing things not proper. You sir, will get yours, I PROMISE you.
Any other BT'ers, seriously, I mean this..Fuck off. You can't handle the truth.
To every othe rmR poster, please accept my sincerest apolgy. I promised my Girl Sunday night would be my last on this.
Sincerely, Dean
PS..I am proud of myself for showing some balls, some guts..it hurt me greatly....I just couldn't handle that feeling I felt in my gut, anylonger.
"It takes a leap of faith to get things going, it takes a leap of faith, you got show some guts."-Bruce Springsteen, 1992
Look, I owe everyone here, and everyone who visited this site a sane, mature, well read example, not some heated, verbally insultive diatribe, of what and why I decided to do what I did.
First off, I want to say, I am a HUGE Journey fan, both past and present, and I mean that. I brought out this accusation because it bothered me. It saddened me. I love Neal Schon, and I love Jon Cain, BUT.............
Everyone that has been here for a year or more knows I have always respected Steve Perry. the finest male voice in music history, and no, that isn't debatable, and I also have liked Steve Augeri very much. In fact, if one is new here, and is watching this play out, they might want to read with caution, as I was hard, real hard on Perry in the last year. However, I was hard on his character, not his contribution to Journey, perhaps because at 40, I have had the privelidge to have seen him live....wow...
I have had Steve Augers' back ever since 1998, up until 2005. Last year, because I follow Journey closer than any other fan, and am not afraid to speak my mind, I noticed, as everyone else did, Steve Augeri having serios vocal issues. I went to Irvine, CA, opening night. He was awful. I did post a review on Backtalks' review page, saying he was great. He really was that bad though. Not only did i realize this, but Neal did too.....he is the one who said a doctor would be flying in to help out.
O boy, the hard part. I tried, really tried to bury this, but couldn't. After the first 5 or 7 shows, it's clear they had no other choice but to go to tape.....a choice I am sure they didn't want to do....Steve, I am not blaming you personally, well, I am, but read on.
Look, the Journey catalogue is NOT like singing Bryan Adams, Rush, U2 or Springsteen..it is much more difficult to sing, and I respect that. However, could they have been any more stupid? I figured it out in about 2 weeks! Kevin Elson, who is great at what he does, took it too lightly. He should of mixed up the tracks.......Oh no, we are getting into that ugly train ride again, aren't we?
I believe in what I wrote so much, I stand by it, in a legal sense. I would go to court with this info. Again though, I am a HUGE JOURNEY fan as well as a STEVE PERRY fan...there is NO correlation between the two!
To all of you I issue this statement: "I am sorry. Sorry how I conducted this whole thing. I am sorry for insulting, calling names, and chasing others off. I only wanted to give people a choice." I never thought it would end up like this. I never thought people would have the reaction they did. I should have heeded my own advice.
Andrew McNeice. What a super son-of-a-bitch he is. He allowed it, and for that I am grateful. No, this is not another post on the subject. This is me saying to all of you whom I offended, "I am sorry," and also a very "sorry to someone special" you know who you are.
Backtalkers, I understand your anger. I want to say, I LOVE Journey, I really do. I just don't want "my band" ending up like the Monkees or Kiss" or some other has been. THIS is Journey! Act like it. Journey is better than Styx, REO, Boston, Van Halen, right?
Okay, here is the deal; I promised my girl that come Sunday, I would quit this (even though I don't want to), but she is the most important thing in my life, and I respect her more than God knows. My relationship has slipped since i began this crusade, and Journey isn't half to me what she is.
So, in closing, I ask this much. Folks, having worked in the White House, and it doesn't mean anything, I should have done it better, but I apologize on how I went about it. There was a better way.
This doesn't mean I didn't mean 100% of what I charged. I do, still. I just want to say this..............
Andrew Mcneice is the best goddamned guy in the world. He allowed this to happen. I think that speaks volumes about what a great guy Andrew is. And 13, NIG, Liz, ace, NMT, Abitaman, and others...you weren't wrong...I just disagreed with you all, no biggie.
To the people I agreed with, I thank you. I did do my homework, and I stand by what I said. It wasn't like i just threw this out there. I spent hours upon hours!
To the Backtalkers who came over.....I still say you are all blinded by whatever, and no, I do not apologize to any of you. You can all eat my ass. I will NEVER forgive you, any of you.
Pitman, you threatened me and my daughter and accused my Girl of doing things not proper. You sir, will get yours, I PROMISE you.
Any other BT'ers, seriously, I mean this..Fuck off. You can't handle the truth.
To every othe rmR poster, please accept my sincerest apolgy. I promised my Girl Sunday night would be my last on this.
Sincerely, Dean
PS..I am proud of myself for showing some balls, some guts..it hurt me greatly....I just couldn't handle that feeling I felt in my gut, anylonger.