JUST WANTED TO SAY...
Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 3:57 amHi. Hope everyone is having a great year so far. Sure the economy is a bitch and we all are going through it, but we MUST think positive in order to bring positive energy our way. I am a huge naysayer, but at this time in my life, pushing 50 and hating it, I have figured out that thinking negative only beings negative energy. So, why not turn that crap around and be positive, hmm?
I want to comment on so many things on this forum, but I have not had a chance to read everything…still tweaking my mom’s table book slash memoir to submit to a publisher. Well, it only took about 5 years to find one! So, you know I would love to speak about all the different topics, but I need more time. Topics like, racism and racial pride; Chris “I beat my bitch with an umbrella, ella, ella” Brown; the boy who “allegedly” shot his dad’s fiancé’; Arnel Pineda and Journey…actually, more power to all those men for not giving up and continuing their craft and pushing forward. Life goes on and true artists never die, whoo hoo!
Today I want to say “hello” and “thanks.” Thanks, because when I was sad and depressed and feeling alone I turned to music, then the Open Arms book, then I made YT videos and then the most incredible thing happened, the fans of the people I poked fun at on YT did not turn on me like I thought they would instead they embraced me and made me feel like a star! Imagine that? No judgment, no “who the hell does that big-titty goofy-ass bitch think she is?” You all laughed at my madness and, well, it does not get any better than that. So, thank you all.
Okay, got that mushiness out of my system. Now, I must comment on a couple of board topics, two things. The Oscars, always boring, love the outfits, sorry Meryl Streep did not win, I LOVE THAT WOMAN! Been watching her since she was 20 years old! Not fair, f**k the Oscars! Then again, good to see more black people being nominated. And finally, the lady with 14 kids and I have to get ghetto on this one, hold on…
ARE YOU FREAKING STINKING KIDDING THE F**K OUT OF ME? WHAT IN GOD’S HEAVEN AND HELL IN THE NAME OF, WTF KIND OF BULLS**T CRAPITY CRAP IS THIS SHIZNIT!!?? HAVE I DIED AND GONE NUTS? IS THERE A GOD? I HAVE WANTED KIDS ALL MY LIFE, IT NEVER HAPPENED, YET YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT SOME MENTALLY CHALLENGED NEWLY RENOVATED ANGELINA F**KED UP JOLIE LOOKING BITCH CAN POP 14 KIDS OUT OF HER COOCHIE WITH NO JOB AND NO MAN AND I’M SITTIN IN MY APARTMENT WITH 2 CATS AND A F**KING BUS PASS, A NEGLECTED, BUT HOPEFUL COOCHIE THAT HASN'T SEEN ACTION SINCE THE LAST TWO OR THREE MILLENIUMS WITH NO PROSPECTS OF A MAN ‘CAUSE THE OLDER I GET THE OLDER MEN MY AGE HATE WOMEN MY AGE?! HMM? HUH? IS THAT WHAT YOU’RE F**KING TELLING ME?!!!! WELL, THIS SUCKS PIG PEENIES AND OSTRICH BOOTIE BIG-ASS TIME, LET ME TELL YOU THAT! I AM NOT HAPPY, NO SIR, NO MAAM! I DON’T WISH ANYTHING ON THE CONFUSED BROKE-ASS HEFFA, BUT I HOPE HER KIDS ARE EVALUATED BY CPS (CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES) AND I HOPE THE BITCH GETS A MENTAL EVAL HERSELF. I MEAN, C’MON, SHE'S SITTIN' ON HER FAT ASS YELLIN' AT HER MOTHER ON TELEVISION WHO IS STRUGGLING TO CARE FOR 6 OF HER KIDS AND FOR WHAT? CAN YOU TELL ME WHY SHE EXISTS, HMM, HUH, EH?! I'M TELLING YOU THE BITCH NEEDS TO FIND JESUS, ALLAH, BUDDA, BUBBA, TOM CRUISE, WHOMEEVER THE HELL CAN HELP HER OUT. THIS COUNTRY IS INSANE!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Phew, that felt good. Okay, well…you all have a great day! Talk to you soon.
Thanks to you all at MR
I want to comment on so many things on this forum, but I have not had a chance to read everything…still tweaking my mom’s table book slash memoir to submit to a publisher. Well, it only took about 5 years to find one! So, you know I would love to speak about all the different topics, but I need more time. Topics like, racism and racial pride; Chris “I beat my bitch with an umbrella, ella, ella” Brown; the boy who “allegedly” shot his dad’s fiancé’; Arnel Pineda and Journey…actually, more power to all those men for not giving up and continuing their craft and pushing forward. Life goes on and true artists never die, whoo hoo!
Today I want to say “hello” and “thanks.” Thanks, because when I was sad and depressed and feeling alone I turned to music, then the Open Arms book, then I made YT videos and then the most incredible thing happened, the fans of the people I poked fun at on YT did not turn on me like I thought they would instead they embraced me and made me feel like a star! Imagine that? No judgment, no “who the hell does that big-titty goofy-ass bitch think she is?” You all laughed at my madness and, well, it does not get any better than that. So, thank you all.
Okay, got that mushiness out of my system. Now, I must comment on a couple of board topics, two things. The Oscars, always boring, love the outfits, sorry Meryl Streep did not win, I LOVE THAT WOMAN! Been watching her since she was 20 years old! Not fair, f**k the Oscars! Then again, good to see more black people being nominated. And finally, the lady with 14 kids and I have to get ghetto on this one, hold on…
ARE YOU FREAKING STINKING KIDDING THE F**K OUT OF ME? WHAT IN GOD’S HEAVEN AND HELL IN THE NAME OF, WTF KIND OF BULLS**T CRAPITY CRAP IS THIS SHIZNIT!!?? HAVE I DIED AND GONE NUTS? IS THERE A GOD? I HAVE WANTED KIDS ALL MY LIFE, IT NEVER HAPPENED, YET YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT SOME MENTALLY CHALLENGED NEWLY RENOVATED ANGELINA F**KED UP JOLIE LOOKING BITCH CAN POP 14 KIDS OUT OF HER COOCHIE WITH NO JOB AND NO MAN AND I’M SITTIN IN MY APARTMENT WITH 2 CATS AND A F**KING BUS PASS, A NEGLECTED, BUT HOPEFUL COOCHIE THAT HASN'T SEEN ACTION SINCE THE LAST TWO OR THREE MILLENIUMS WITH NO PROSPECTS OF A MAN ‘CAUSE THE OLDER I GET THE OLDER MEN MY AGE HATE WOMEN MY AGE?! HMM? HUH? IS THAT WHAT YOU’RE F**KING TELLING ME?!!!! WELL, THIS SUCKS PIG PEENIES AND OSTRICH BOOTIE BIG-ASS TIME, LET ME TELL YOU THAT! I AM NOT HAPPY, NO SIR, NO MAAM! I DON’T WISH ANYTHING ON THE CONFUSED BROKE-ASS HEFFA, BUT I HOPE HER KIDS ARE EVALUATED BY CPS (CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES) AND I HOPE THE BITCH GETS A MENTAL EVAL HERSELF. I MEAN, C’MON, SHE'S SITTIN' ON HER FAT ASS YELLIN' AT HER MOTHER ON TELEVISION WHO IS STRUGGLING TO CARE FOR 6 OF HER KIDS AND FOR WHAT? CAN YOU TELL ME WHY SHE EXISTS, HMM, HUH, EH?! I'M TELLING YOU THE BITCH NEEDS TO FIND JESUS, ALLAH, BUDDA, BUBBA, TOM CRUISE, WHOMEEVER THE HELL CAN HELP HER OUT. THIS COUNTRY IS INSANE!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Phew, that felt good. Okay, well…you all have a great day! Talk to you soon.
Thanks to you all at MR
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FinallyI got my shit together and got help, I'm now getting my life back. This year I've gradually discovered music again. I too was sad and depressed but listening to Journey/Steve Perry have brought so much joy back into my life. I first found your videos on You Tube and thought they were wonderful. 