artist4perry wrote:Rockindeano wrote:Folks, as some here know, I am battling the demons....the demons who want my soul.
I came across this band, who I think is as as good as
any bad in the world, period, regardless of genre, and this song mirrors my current state of emotions.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j3_85GXsKqkPlease lend me me your sincerest thoughts, ok?
I am in a world of hurt.
Deano, I want you to know you are loved very much. I am sorry things in life are not going the way you want them to. I can tell you from experience that one thing guaranteed about life is that it does change. And usually in time it gets better.
It DOES get better. It really does. I have a story I could share with you Dean, it's too personal for both me and the other person involved to go into the details right here though, plus, I wouldn't do that anyway, because it's someone else's private business as much as it is mine, but the bottom line is that someone very close to me went through some pretty bad stuff late last fall (medical - we're talking life and de- I can't even type the word...
) and the whole subsequent series of events ... I can't even begin to describe it, it's such a long bad story.... Coming out the other side of this, I've learned the really hard way is that
sometimes it takes the absolute worst to start bringing out the best... or for now at least, the "better". It's still a work in progress, but the progress has been really good. And I wish the same for you, as well. I have to think that you really do
want to turn things around or else you would not have posted this, and that's the whole thing, you have to want it, or nothing will change. Once you know that you want to do it, it
can be done.
Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 2:48 pm
