JeremyP wrote:I find that a lot of people of our generation became fans of him when they were very young. I did at seven and wore out three cassette copies of the "Dangerous" album. Most of my friends were the same way until after the '93 stuff (which after doing some research on my own, I have to say he looks as innocent as anyone has ever looked), and then they didn't wanna listen to him anymore after that because they didn't wanna be seen as weird.
I've never had that problem, lol, so I continued listening and being a fan up 'til now. Now when I hear the music, along with the reaction of, "Man, I love this song." and the memories it brings back, is sadness. I find I can only listen to the slower, contemplative songs right now.
I don't know "when" I became a fan. It's just always been there for me. Bad was released about the time I was starting to toddle about and develop memories and learn music. In pre-school my Mom gave me a cassette copy of Bad, which was my first album. My first day of Kindergarten she gave me Thriller, and for Christmas in first grade I finally got my own copy of Dangerous. I wore those out along with my VHS of "The Legend Continues" and "Moonwalker".
I vividly remember being 7 years old in line with my Mom at the grocery store reading the headlines on the tabloids in 1992 and early 1993. This was the point at which my fan-ness was most intense, too. I had recently before those headlines told my Mom Michael Jackson was my "idol". Then seeing all of that negative stuff, and the interviews, I couldn't believe it. I didn't believe it. I knew it wasn't right.
But the kids at school started with the stupid jokes, and you know how lunch tables were. And that's just how it happened for me.
And to be honest, I feel kind of remorseful about abandoning one of my earliest musical interests like that. So, like you, I've been listening to his stuff recently. Non-stop really. In the car, at the gym, at home... if there's music on, it's Mike. But I'm listening to everything, if I only heard the slow ballady songs, I'd be an emotional punching bag.
