Journey/Survivor wrote:I don't know about the rest of you, but I'm still pretty devastated by Jimi's death.
I am still getting really depressed every time that I think about his death.
I'm with you. I've been listening to my Survivor playlist a lot more often since Jimi's death and it always seems like I've lost a family member even though I've only met him once and just for a second. Since Jimi's death and finishing JP's book I think it has finally hit home that Survivor as we know and love them is dead, also. Even if Frankie and Dave EVER come out with a new Survivor album and I love it, I'll never consider it a true Survivor album. There was magic wen JP and Frankie wrote together that will never be reproduced again and it's depressing to finally close the door on that possibility.
I love Dave Bickler and all the music written for his incredible voice but it was Jimi leading the band during my late teenage years and his voice that spoke to me through Frankie and JP's music. Fortunately, that voice will always live on through their music but I feel like a part of me died the day I heard the news. There's a small void now in my heart that I know will never be filled by anyone in the music industry as it continues to drift away from the style and vibe of 80's rock. My fifteen year old daughter knows a lot of the Survivor songs by heart and it's great to know I've passed on this music to her but she's not vested in the music the way we are.
My mother died last year, also, and I'm not sure which death had a greater impact on me. Is that awful? I lost two voices that helped mold the man that I've become and I feel guilty when I find myself thinking more about Jimi than my mother. I know it's because I keep listening to his voice everyday I start up my iTunes playlists but I feel guilty nevertheless.
It's also sad to know that there's probably dozens of demo tracks out there somewhere with Jimi's voice that we'll never hear because of the reality of musicians and their inherent artistic vanities. If Frankie and JP could only realize how valuable those songs would be to us.
Maybe someday we'll hear some of this new/old music with Jimi's voice coming to us from beyond the grave. We'll see.