Bamamutt wrote:In the BTM he mentioned that he never really felt like part of the band...
I attribute that to him joining the band that had already established a click or sorts so he was like an outsider...C'mon now you all can relate to that..Remember having to move in the middle of the school year and find yourselves in a new school far from the one you knew before..You're placed into a place where there are already established clicks, some of which have been together for years..You're the outsider and somehow have to find a way to fit in but sometimes no matter what, you will not ever fit in...This could be the same reasoning in that Perry never really felt like he was a part of it...No matter what he did, he didn't click fully
What established clique?
You mean the
one that existed for the album, Infinity, and Infinity alone?
Here's what I think (hear me out): Perry might have felt excluded for the album,
Infinity. But by the time of Evolution, he wasnt the sole newbie in the group, there was also Steve Smith. You mean to say the other new member,Steve Smith, immediately was welcomed into this clique with open arms while the other newbie (Perry) had to sit on the sidelines?
By the time of
Esc4p3, Gregg left and yet another newbie entered the group by the name of Jonathan Cain. That means the only two people existing from the original lineup or "clique" was Neal and Ross.
A lousy two people?
Boy, that's really some clique.
By
Raised On Radio there were essentially 3 non-original new-ish members in the group. You had Cain, not to mention the hand selected Baird & Jackson...how could Perry feel excluded when ROR was an essentially a lineup of his & jon's own choosing?
Did a clique exist at first during Infinity? Probably, Gregg, Ross, Neal, Dunbar-those guys had been on the road and were probably all really tight. But, they were replaced and new members joined the group. You mean to say that Smith, Cain, Baird etc all assimilated into the pre-existing clique and immediately began to estrange themselves away from steven perry?
I find that hard to believe.
I also find it hard to believe that Perry and Cain could write soo much music together and not develop even the slightest of connvivial, brotherly friendships.
As Perry once stated in FTLOSM's ,
"Anyway";
"We believed in music. Brothers to the end, nothing stood between us. Fire burned within"
That doesn't sound like an outside member of the band to me. Not at all. Personally, I believe his "never felt like a part of the band" comment to be just sour grapes.